

Okay, SERIOUSLY?
I come back to my computer to not only find that I was online when I�wasnapos;t supposed to be, but that HE had IMd me
(talking as if I could tell him off) What the fuck, budday?
I know that youapos;re in a fucking relationship (courtesy de Facebook and its art of advertising everyoneapos;s life), so why the hell are you still trying to talk to me like nothing has happened? I�mean, youapos;re setting off the groove of things. You were supposed to shut up and stop talking to me once your new infatuation graced your presence and then come back once things got rocky.� We were on track and I was down with it since Iapos;m used to it. (Yeah, it hurts, but Iapos;m used to you doing it so I�was able to shrug it off a little better this time)�
I�mean, certainly you know what youapos;re doing by talking to me.� I�mean, daggers work just as well as the word "hello" coming from you.
I�donapos;t understand it.� Iapos;m not going to sit here and try to.� I�mean, him still trying to talk to me means something and I give him kudos for doing so, but is he trying to keep me close this time for a reason?� Is he still questioning his newfound relationship with his "baby girl" because he knew he jumped pretty damn quick?(Okay, hold the phone there.
Hataapos; moment: I hope she never finds out that you dubbed that nickname on me because you knew it made me smile.� I�bet that would make her day knowing that)
BLAH�I�just wish him would make up his mind. I was fine with him not around.� Sure, a few things would pop into my head from time to time that would remind me of him like the full moon and such, but I�would just shrug it off or get on here, yell, and then feel better and then would go over to Lizapos;s to forget about it.� Thatapos;s how things are done. Thatapos;s how you get over shit around here.� Haha.� But I�really just want answers.� I�know I am not going to get them, but at least I get my thoughts in order.�
I�wish I knew what I wanted from him.�(
Man, this seems to be a theme with "The 4ths") That would help a lot.� I mean, do I�want him to continue to try to stay in contact, or do I want him to stay away all the way?� I guess if I find the answer to that, then I can finally just forget it all together, huh?� Shrug.
Okay, today was shitty.� Rainy, wet, cold. Gotta go to work, but Iapos;ve got a GREAT�surprise for my soulmate when she comes back and got my Halloween costume from Colin for free.99.� Not only that, but my girl, Sarah, is coming�up tonight for drinks and stuff Its gonna be awesome. Iapos;m excited I havenapos;t hung out with�her in a minute.���
So, on that note, Iapos;m gonna�go and misbehave at�work and make some money.
Adieu.��
Liz: GET�YOUR�ASS�BACK�HERE�NOW�
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